No esta vez.

I’m on the doorstep, with my key turned in the door. Walk in the living room and you’re sat on the floor. My heart is aching and I’ve never felt this bad I pinch myself to check that all of this is real keep thinking I’m not letting on, I feel this sad and then you’ve got the cheek to ask me how I feel.

And I say… absolutely nothing. I’m absolutely fine. Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind, absolutely nothing. I’m absolutely fine. Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind… I know that you just want to see me get upset. My world turned upside down so what did you expect. My heart is aching and I’ve never felt this bad I pinch myself to check that all of this is real keep thinking I’m not letting on, I feel this sad and then you’ve got the cheek to ask me how I feel… And I say; absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind… absolutely nothing. I’m absolutely fine. Absolutely nothing you can say to change my mind. You’ve seen me cry too many times, 

but 

NOT THIS TIME!

No not this time. I don’t need you to help me through… I’ll be just fine. (I’ll be just fine)